[ Kitty doesn't know who the Haitians are, but - the other two are familiar to her - territories of England. She shakes her head - ]
Maybe they've achieved independence in your world, sure. But that only answers one of my questions. Is the British government brought low, and are the abuses of people that force them to become werewolves ended.
They've lessened, now that I've taken to blowing up the UIC ships and actively and consistently engage the company guards and their pets at every opportunity to disrupt all outgoing trade on every level.
[ she won't pretend she hasn't turned England's streets to battlefields, because there are things she has sorrow for, it isn't helping people who had no one else to stand for them. ]
You don't know anything other than that? [ Well - ] Why do vampires make more vampires? And how many of the werewolves are voluntarily so? D'you have any allies who are vampires or werewolves?
[ the look on her face says it all really. Them. ]
The Order of Her Majesty's Knights. Blackcoats is what everyone else calls them. Eternally sworn to protect England's shores against the Half-breed scourge. Or something like that. These days they mostly butcher the poor on United India's orders.
[ She huffs - look for that guilt all you want Kitty. ]
They didn't matter until I came to England. Technically our goals were aligned, regardless of the fact they had been twisted and corrupted like the rest of their land to ever see it that way.
That's a grand idea Kitty, of course, I should I do that. Why did I never think of it? [ Then she clicks her fingers, theatrically rude. Perhaps Byerly would be proud of just how scathing it comes out. ] Wait, I forgot, I sent them letters that never reached them. Because Lord Hastings and his ilk carry all the letters in and out of India, and had stopped them from leaving by destroying it all because the entire British system is in their pocket. Then I was forbidden from leaving my own country to seek help, then they impoverished me. Unless you meant after I was a wanted criminal, while even speaking my name bears a life sentence or death, let alone if it turned out I was still actually alive and they would happily give out those orders to - oh, what was that, 'kill the rebel woman Lakshmi first amongst all the leaders'. Shall I walk in the front door of Parliament, where, I might add, the Knights reside as they are part of the British Government which if you had been listening at all I noted several times was entirely corrupt? Or shall I sneak up on an immortal warrior in his bedchamber and wait to see what happens hoping that maybe this one would listen?
[ And with that done, she gives her one flat look, Really? Do you think she hadn't thought about it? ]
Indeed. In the time of King Arthur, so I am told, the knights set out to find the Holy Grail, to fight against the Half-Breeds who had started to beset their lands. I am sure you know those legends.
[ It was written into the English blood like the Mahabharata was into any child of Hindustan. ]
Well, we certainly didn't have anything about Half-Breeds. But, yeah, we got stories of the great magician-king-who-subjugated-demons-and-made-England-great crammed down our throats.
[ But then, with a shake of her head - ]
But don't tell me all these old stories. I don't care about the origin of the - Blackwater or whatever. How come you've got the same powers as these people who are your enemies?
Half-Breeds are Lycans. But those bitten, not born. They are half the strength, half the size, half the ability. [ A brief explanation, hand shifting in a flick.
Because she realises - she's stalling on the rest of it. That weight shifting back on her heels, hovering in the swallow that works a hard muscle in her jaw. Fixing inside her teeth like she doesn't want to relinquish something so private. There is an answer there for her, but it isn't easy. It isn't easy to place Sir Bors. Immortal and tired. They are too deep in now, too deep to old things, old memories for it to not play on her - loss and uncomfortableness at being so. The man with his gray eyes.
Gray, Gray you fool. ] A knight came to my court. That is as much as I could tell you about how, when and why he arrived, just before my husband... One of the first, from the time of Arthur. His name was Sir Bors de Ganis. He too died and passed it onto me.
[ Kitty, of course, is as ever uncompromising in pursuit of the truth. She doesn't shy away in the face of Lakshmi's obvious discomfort - doesn't flinch; instead, she just watches and asks - ]
[ The words linger, long, long as he hung onto breath, do they linger, a half gasped of an ancient thing, bleeding all out. She picks a spot, a little bit above Kitty's head, as she says it. Long and flat and said as clear as the day she heard it. Soft against cannon fire, loud against whispers. ]
'You will change this, Lakshmibai, you must. This all must end.' He pressed it into my hand, and he died. I do not know what else he thought, what he saw in me. I do not even say we were friends. But we... agreed. I do not say how we agreed, what it meant, but... he knew as I felt, and...
[ She clears her throat. ] He was an old man, a wise man, and perhaps a fool too. He saw things no man should done worse, had to live with, he had given over everything else. I think... perhaps... at least, he wanted to die with hope. That is as much as I could tell you of him. Anything else would be presuming too much of both he and I.
I didn't. [ Her face earnest to that. ] Perhaps I was a very different woman then. But I trusted him. Did you not hear me, when Sir Herian asked? I took him in like one of my own.
Nor I ever let a lycan in willingly. I did not say I did so immediately, or I gave friendship of that sort.
But... I was alone, Kitty, I was so terribly alone. Think of yourself as you are now. That is when I had lost my child and gained another only to lose my husband. I had been humiliated in every possible way. I was alone, caring for ten thousand people asking myself, always, was this right? But I could not speak of it, I could not share it. I knew I must and always would be their Rani and never anything less, that was who I was now. Sir Bors, for all his years, did me one kindness I could never forget. He understood what I must do, and helped me make peace with it.
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Date: 2019-02-05 01:10 pm (UTC)I didn't. But America did. France did. The Haitians did.
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Date: 2019-02-05 01:14 pm (UTC)Maybe they've achieved independence in your world, sure. But that only answers one of my questions. Is the British government brought low, and are the abuses of people that force them to become werewolves ended.
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Date: 2019-02-05 01:19 pm (UTC)[ she won't pretend she hasn't turned England's streets to battlefields, because there are things she has sorrow for, it isn't helping people who had no one else to stand for them. ]
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Date: 2019-02-05 01:22 pm (UTC)Where did vampirism come from? And - werewolf-ism? [ Whatever the word for it is. ] How did it get started?
Don't ask me things canon never tells me.
Date: 2019-02-05 01:28 pm (UTC)The time of King Arthur, I'm told.
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Date: 2019-02-05 01:37 pm (UTC)You don't know anything other than that? [ Well - ] Why do vampires make more vampires? And how many of the werewolves are voluntarily so? D'you have any allies who are vampires or werewolves?
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Date: 2019-02-05 01:42 pm (UTC)[ You know, the second of oldest and only one likely to give her a straight answer because Lancelot is a jerk that she'd gotten killed.
Wait, shit - ]
I tend not befriend those would eat the flesh of children or gladly let others do so.
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Date: 2019-02-05 01:45 pm (UTC)The Knights? Who are they?
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Date: 2019-02-05 01:52 pm (UTC)The Order of Her Majesty's Knights. Blackcoats is what everyone else calls them. Eternally sworn to protect England's shores against the Half-breed scourge. Or something like that. These days they mostly butcher the poor on United India's orders.
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Date: 2019-02-06 02:09 am (UTC)Surprised you haven't mentioned them yet.
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Date: 2019-02-06 06:26 am (UTC)They didn't matter until I came to England. Technically our goals were aligned, regardless of the fact they had been twisted and corrupted like the rest of their land to ever see it that way.
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Date: 2019-02-06 07:35 pm (UTC)That's a grand idea Kitty, of course, I should I do that. Why did I never think of it? [ Then she clicks her fingers, theatrically rude. Perhaps Byerly would be proud of just how scathing it comes out. ] Wait, I forgot, I sent them letters that never reached them. Because Lord Hastings and his ilk carry all the letters in and out of India, and had stopped them from leaving by destroying it all because the entire British system is in their pocket. Then I was forbidden from leaving my own country to seek help, then they impoverished me. Unless you meant after I was a wanted criminal, while even speaking my name bears a life sentence or death, let alone if it turned out I was still actually alive and they would happily give out those orders to - oh, what was that, 'kill the rebel woman Lakshmi first amongst all the leaders'. Shall I walk in the front door of Parliament, where, I might add, the Knights reside as they are part of the British Government which if you had been listening at all I noted several times was entirely corrupt? Or shall I sneak up on an immortal warrior in his bedchamber and wait to see what happens hoping that maybe this one would listen?
[ And with that done, she gives her one flat look, Really? Do you think she hadn't thought about it? ]
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Date: 2019-02-06 10:00 pm (UTC)[ A curious look. ]
What - like you are?
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Date: 2019-02-08 11:10 am (UTC)[ It was written into the English blood like the Mahabharata was into any child of Hindustan. ]
What they came back with is the Blackwater.
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Date: 2019-02-08 01:32 pm (UTC)[ But then, with a shake of her head - ]
But don't tell me all these old stories. I don't care about the origin of the - Blackwater or whatever. How come you've got the same powers as these people who are your enemies?
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Date: 2019-02-08 01:53 pm (UTC)Because she realises - she's stalling on the rest of it. That weight shifting back on her heels, hovering in the swallow that works a hard muscle in her jaw. Fixing inside her teeth like she doesn't want to relinquish something so private. There is an answer there for her, but it isn't easy. It isn't easy to place Sir Bors. Immortal and tired. They are too deep in now, too deep to old things, old memories for it to not play on her - loss and uncomfortableness at being so. The man with his gray eyes.
Gray, Gray you fool. ] A knight came to my court. That is as much as I could tell you about how, when and why he arrived, just before my husband... One of the first, from the time of Arthur. His name was Sir Bors de Ganis. He too died and passed it onto me.
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Date: 2019-02-08 02:20 pm (UTC)Why?
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Date: 2019-02-08 02:28 pm (UTC)'You will change this, Lakshmibai, you must. This all must end.' He pressed it into my hand, and he died. I do not know what else he thought, what he saw in me. I do not even say we were friends. But we... agreed. I do not say how we agreed, what it meant, but... he knew as I felt, and...
[ She clears her throat. ] He was an old man, a wise man, and perhaps a fool too. He saw things no man should done worse, had to live with, he had given over everything else. I think... perhaps... at least, he wanted to die with hope. That is as much as I could tell you of him. Anything else would be presuming too much of both he and I.
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Date: 2019-02-08 02:34 pm (UTC)How did you know he didn't have some agenda?
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Date: 2019-02-08 02:36 pm (UTC)I didn't. [ Her face earnest to that. ] Perhaps I was a very different woman then. But I trusted him. Did you not hear me, when Sir Herian asked? I took him in like one of my own.
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Date: 2019-02-08 02:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-02-08 02:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-02-08 03:03 pm (UTC)[ She screws up her mouth, shakes her head. ]
I'd hardly let a magician into my house.
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Date: 2019-02-08 03:23 pm (UTC)Nor I ever let a lycan in willingly. I did not say I did so immediately, or I gave friendship of that sort.
But... I was alone, Kitty, I was so terribly alone. Think of yourself as you are now. That is when I had lost my child and gained another only to lose my husband. I had been humiliated in every possible way. I was alone, caring for ten thousand people asking myself, always, was this right? But I could not speak of it, I could not share it. I knew I must and always would be their Rani and never anything less, that was who I was now. Sir Bors, for all his years, did me one kindness I could never forget. He understood what I must do, and helped me make peace with it.
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