[ Kitty makes a little noise in response to that kiss - a quiet, uncertain little grunt - but she doesn't pull away, and she certainly doesn't rebuff the gesture. She does rub at the spot when Lakshmi finishes, wrinkling her nose very slightly. It's not exactly the most effective set of reactions for a girl who wants to be taken seriously. ]
Anyway. Good. So, then - you agree. If you're in danger, I've got the right to help you.
You agreed that we're comrades. That's not a one-way relationship. They help each other. So unless you're saying you won't step in to help save my life...
[ She lifts her eyebrows pointedly, fully expecting an immediate - and strong - denial of that. ]
[ Lakshmi hums. Because of course, there are a half dozen reasons why she would not dare let Kitty put herself in harm's way if it came to it. ]
Well, if that's the case. Then you are to start training with me, immediately. [ A pause, thinking. About the state of this room, and the way Kitty otherwise lived. ] And come to dinner once a week.
[ Oh she is going to kick your ass training, Kitty. Then we'll see about fight me. ]
Potatoes do not count, ask Ireland. [ Carrying on - ] You are coming to dinner and you will be eating what I put in front of you if you ever expect to keep up with me and don't want to be half tired all the time.
[ She shakes her head - wonders if it's even a fair trade for the only peace of mind Lakshmi can have when Kitty firmly insists. ]
You could not fight that beast in the fade. Not head on. The look on your face...
[ An unhappy fix in the corner of her mouth. Sobers with it, and the truth there. ] I cannot always be there Kitty, nor will anyone else. One day, there will be demons like that creature, but it is my hope, that at that time, you will not need anyone else. With time, with study, you can fight such a thing. That is what you will have, one more ability to live on your own terms. Not mine or anyone else's, yours.
[ Kitty's gaze shifts again - not out of shame or shock or unhappiness this time, but from wariness. This - This is something she's not told anyone in full. She's not concealed it, either, not exactly; it's just that no one's really asked, because they've got bigger things to worry about and because they probably don't care and because, well, no one looks at Kitty and expects that she's a rebel and a traitor.
So it's not a secret, exactly. But, well, it's also not something...not secret. But Lakshmi's proven herself to have a good heart, so - ]
He was the guardian of the tomb of the Founder. William Gladstone. We were robbing it for magical artefacts to help us in our fight against the magicians.
[ She listens, makes sure to keep her face reserved, fixed as she watches Kitty talk, explain. ]
A leftover horror from a different time? [ She tries not to think about it - about Kitty alone in that dark room and how it fixes in her chest. That concern, that worry. But it's familiar, her fingers tapping. ] Smart. Using their own weapons against them. It's a good first step when they won't let you arm yourself.
[ But Kitty shakes her head fiercely, looking up at Lakshmi with her jaw set. ]
It wasn't smart. Or if it was, then it got corrupted quickly. It all just turned into greed. Into acquiring for the sake of acquiring. Pretending that having things made us wonderful and powerful and successful. But at the end of the day - we all died, just the same, no matter how many things we had.
Then the fault is in the execution, not the idea. [ Her hand lifts, her first two fingers together as she points, directly, sharply. Indicating the exact rhythm to her words. ] Tools are only as good as the people using them, you are right. If they sit about collecting dust, then they may as well have been left in that tomb.
The man who gave me... this, said it wasn't about living forever, it was what we do with that time. [ She lifts her hand to her chest, where the blackwater phial sat before they elected to take it from her. A second, even, when she falters, the surety of having it there, was gone. Her lips press together, she swallows, and as ever, she carries on. ] That is why you must train Kitty.
[ She shakes her head, at least - that one, that one she knew. Had learned early on.
Her husband had ever been a wise man, in his way. ] You talk, with those that you trust. No man is a island, and we are all beset with confusion, at times. Life... can give us things we never expected. There is no shame in looking to others for advice.
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Date: 2018-11-28 01:21 pm (UTC)Anyway. Good. So, then - you agree. If you're in danger, I've got the right to help you.
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Date: 2018-11-29 04:08 am (UTC)Then certainly for how the twist turns on those words. ]
Is that so?
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Date: 2018-11-29 01:15 pm (UTC)You agreed that we're comrades. That's not a one-way relationship. They help each other. So unless you're saying you won't step in to help save my life...
[ She lifts her eyebrows pointedly, fully expecting an immediate - and strong - denial of that. ]
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Date: 2018-11-30 04:53 am (UTC)Well, if that's the case. Then you are to start training with me, immediately. [ A pause, thinking. About the state of this room, and the way Kitty otherwise lived. ] And come to dinner once a week.
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Date: 2018-11-30 11:58 am (UTC)Why dinner?
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Date: 2018-11-30 01:23 pm (UTC)[ This is the face of a mother judging you, Kitty. Unacceptable, it is utterly unacceptable. ] A healthy meal will not poison you, you know.
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Date: 2018-11-30 01:25 pm (UTC)All right, first of all, there's nothing wrong with how I eat.
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Date: 2018-11-30 01:27 pm (UTC)When was the last time you ate vegetables, Kitty?
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Date: 2018-11-30 01:31 pm (UTC)Potatoes are a vegetable. Besides, how am I to know? It's not like I'm keeping some - loving journal of everything I've ever eaten.
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Date: 2018-11-30 01:34 pm (UTC)Goddamn.
Eyebrow raise. ]
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Date: 2018-11-30 01:44 pm (UTC)Potatoes do not count, ask Ireland. [ Carrying on - ] You are coming to dinner and you will be eating what I put in front of you if you ever expect to keep up with me and don't want to be half tired all the time.
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Date: 2018-11-30 02:07 pm (UTC)And what do I get for it?
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Date: 2018-11-30 02:15 pm (UTC)Being able to kick a man in the throat before he's even finished striking.
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Date: 2018-11-30 02:18 pm (UTC)What do I get from you. You're making rather a lot of demands of me. What do I get?
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Date: 2018-11-30 02:57 pm (UTC)You could not fight that beast in the fade. Not head on. The look on your face...
[ An unhappy fix in the corner of her mouth. Sobers with it, and the truth there. ] I cannot always be there Kitty, nor will anyone else. One day, there will be demons like that creature, but it is my hope, that at that time, you will not need anyone else. With time, with study, you can fight such a thing. That is what you will have, one more ability to live on your own terms. Not mine or anyone else's, yours.
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Date: 2018-12-01 12:07 am (UTC)[ Kitty falters at that. Her lips tighten, and her gaze drops. She hadn't. She hadn't been able to. That's right.
But. ]
I don't - Things were different with him. With Honorius.
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Date: 2018-12-03 04:48 am (UTC)[ It brooks no argument, directing forward. ] How did you meet such a being?
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Date: 2018-12-03 11:22 am (UTC)So it's not a secret, exactly. But, well, it's also not something...not secret. But Lakshmi's proven herself to have a good heart, so - ]
He was the guardian of the tomb of the Founder. William Gladstone. We were robbing it for magical artefacts to help us in our fight against the magicians.
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Date: 2018-12-11 01:39 pm (UTC)A leftover horror from a different time? [ She tries not to think about it - about Kitty alone in that dark room and how it fixes in her chest. That concern, that worry. But it's familiar, her fingers tapping. ] Smart. Using their own weapons against them. It's a good first step when they won't let you arm yourself.
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Date: 2018-12-11 01:49 pm (UTC)It wasn't smart. Or if it was, then it got corrupted quickly. It all just turned into greed. Into acquiring for the sake of acquiring. Pretending that having things made us wonderful and powerful and successful. But at the end of the day - we all died, just the same, no matter how many things we had.
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Date: 2018-12-11 02:18 pm (UTC)The man who gave me... this, said it wasn't about living forever, it was what we do with that time. [ She lifts her hand to her chest, where the blackwater phial sat before they elected to take it from her. A second, even, when she falters, the surety of having it there, was gone. Her lips press together, she swallows, and as ever, she carries on. ] That is why you must train Kitty.
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Date: 2018-12-11 02:25 pm (UTC)And what if I don't know what to do with that time?
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Date: 2018-12-15 05:57 am (UTC)Her husband had ever been a wise man, in his way. ] You talk, with those that you trust. No man is a island, and we are all beset with confusion, at times. Life... can give us things we never expected. There is no shame in looking to others for advice.
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Date: 2018-12-15 10:08 pm (UTC)[ A little wrinkle of her nose. ]
Sometimes it feels like everyone else is just as clueless as I am.
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