[The reverse snobbery has gone out of him, leaving him deflated. He has never kept his comparative lack of ambition secret. Everyone in the Inquisition seems to think him mad or lazy, but not Kitty. Kitty knows he’s not the hero of anyone’s story, not even his own.]
[ It does seem bizarre to her. Where she's from, owning a business is as grand a dream as dreams get. Maybe it is that he's a mage? He expects more from life as a result? But he doesn't really seem the type. ]
Look, I don't know anything about what that means. Something meaningful. All I know is that I'm a rifter, aren't I, and so things are different for someone like me.
[Being among these bright hopefuls has affected him more than he thought.]. Um. Until recently, half our division heads were rifters. One still is. Things aren’t any different for someone like you as for someone like me. They think I’m a demon too, you know.
[ That's...Right. Mages are supposed to be demonic here, aren't they? It's a weird thought. ]
It's not about what people think of me. I mean - I don't much care what people think of me, you know. It's more...You know, maybe we're both demons or whatever, but I'm a demon who only seems to live two or three years at most. If the other rifters are anything to go by. I mean, there's hardly anything sillier than working towards a long and prosperous life when it's certainly not going to be long, don't you think?
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Date: 2018-07-12 02:07 pm (UTC)[The reverse snobbery has gone out of him, leaving him deflated. He has never kept his comparative lack of ambition secret. Everyone in the Inquisition seems to think him mad or lazy, but not Kitty. Kitty knows he’s not the hero of anyone’s story, not even his own.]
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Date: 2018-07-12 02:58 pm (UTC)[ It does seem bizarre to her. Where she's from, owning a business is as grand a dream as dreams get. Maybe it is that he's a mage? He expects more from life as a result? But he doesn't really seem the type. ]
Look, I don't know anything about what that means. Something meaningful. All I know is that I'm a rifter, aren't I, and so things are different for someone like me.
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Date: 2018-07-12 03:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-12 03:59 pm (UTC)It's not about what people think of me. I mean - I don't much care what people think of me, you know. It's more...You know, maybe we're both demons or whatever, but I'm a demon who only seems to live two or three years at most. If the other rifters are anything to go by. I mean, there's hardly anything sillier than working towards a long and prosperous life when it's certainly not going to be long, don't you think?