Well. You will find many who believe as you, here, and I imagine you will find friends among them who will protect you, if you have not already.
But not all can heft a big shining sword. It is well to remember that though there is less glory in it, [ outside Orlais, in any case ] the subtle knife kills all the same, weak as its wielder may look. Mais à chacun son goût; to each their own.
Bon chance, mademoiselle. May you never find yourself required to compromise who you are.
[ a beat, and then she is bright and unconcerned again ]
Ah— I fear for the sake of my Game that I must continue to be publicly flippant with you now. I have given you quite the bargaining chip to have spoken so candidly even for a short time, as I would truly prefer that no-one know I hold feeling for anything save pretty things, pretty people, and plying my wit. This is my shield, if you will, and I pray you not afford anyone else a look.
If this makes you frustrated, channel it! I eagerly await your reparteé. Perhaps my behaving so towards you will earn you one or two more friends.
[ But that's said at only three-quarters voice; she just needs to throw that in there to protest something that's quite incorrect. Protection is an illusion. Safety is an illusion. There's only one person in the world who'll keep you alive, and that's you yourself. The only people who don't know that are fools and children.
She pushes her hair back from her face, shakes her head. ]
So all of that, that's a lie, is it? Because you think someone'll come after you otherwise?
I can see why you are marked, in your world. [ it’s not said unkindly ]
You are easy to anger, and think the world so simple that good and evil, truth and lie, right and wrong, are ever so obvious and ever so easily separated. Such people are dangerous.
Tell me: if queens handing down directives about how the world is to be run is so terrible, how is it that your apparent desire to do the same is a good and just one? And in your changing it, how do you feel about the thousands upon thousands of men and women who would die in your civil wars? The homes and businesses destroyed in your riots? The lawlessness and banditry that falls from a structure of governance’s destruction? None of this mentioning the war we already wage against Corypheus and how further instability and infighting in our land would aid him directly.
Those things are ‘evil’, are they not? If they happen in pursuit of ‘good’, are they now good? Or is evil now acceptable if it is in pursuit of good. And who decides which is which? The Maker? The Chantry? The law? You, who so easily and immediately know all such things upon hearing them?
Life is more complex. You will learn so on your own, or eventually it will force you to.
I'm not claiming to know everything. And stop condescending to me, because I really don't care how fine a lady you are, I'm perfectly willing to pop you in the eye if you've earned it, and every moment you act like I'm some simple-minded child you earn it a little more.
[ And, physically straightening her shoulders - unseen, but the renewed resolve is practically audible in her voice - ]
I don't think that good and evil are easy. I was with a group, and we thought we were doing good just because we were fighting wicked men, but all we were doing was indulging our own base instincts and desire to hurt and desire to acquire. I'm not someone who thinks that blowing up a few buildings will solve the world's problems. I used to be, but I saw firsthand exactly what it brings.
But this I know. Unilateral rule is an evil in this world and in all worlds. And rule by those who are most equipped to murder is even worse. Which is what rule by magic ultimately comes down to - who's most capable of scorching their enemies to the bone? What it does is it takes the weak and it robs them further of power. It makes them smaller and weaker. And if you're really not as empty-headed as you pretend to be, you'll agree that grinding down the smallest and weakest of us is easy to identify as an evil.
[ her personal beliefs are not up for discussion, thankyouverymuch, she’s revealed quite enough already. Mildly: ]
I really do not care what a mature adult you are, I am perfectly willing to treat you like a child if you’ve earned it. If you do not wish to be so treated, perhaps consider refraining from letting yourself be goaded into an extended public display of childishness.
But! You make it abundantly clear that you desire no aid, and that you believe you know precisely what you are doing, so I shall leave you to it.
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Date: 2018-06-26 03:24 am (UTC)Well. You will find many who believe as you, here, and I imagine you will find friends among them who will protect you, if you have not already.
But not all can heft a big shining sword. It is well to remember that though there is less glory in it, [ outside Orlais, in any case ] the subtle knife kills all the same, weak as its wielder may look. Mais à chacun son goût; to each their own.
Bon chance, mademoiselle. May you never find yourself required to compromise who you are.
[ a beat, and then she is bright and unconcerned again ]
Ah— I fear for the sake of my Game that I must continue to be publicly flippant with you now. I have given you quite the bargaining chip to have spoken so candidly even for a short time, as I would truly prefer that no-one know I hold feeling for anything save pretty things, pretty people, and plying my wit. This is my shield, if you will, and I pray you not afford anyone else a look.
If this makes you frustrated, channel it! I eagerly await your reparteé. Perhaps my behaving so towards you will earn you one or two more friends.
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Date: 2018-06-26 11:26 am (UTC)[ But that's said at only three-quarters voice; she just needs to throw that in there to protest something that's quite incorrect. Protection is an illusion. Safety is an illusion. There's only one person in the world who'll keep you alive, and that's you yourself. The only people who don't know that are fools and children.
She pushes her hair back from her face, shakes her head. ]
So all of that, that's a lie, is it? Because you think someone'll come after you otherwise?
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Date: 2018-06-26 03:20 pm (UTC)You are easy to anger, and think the world so simple that good and evil, truth and lie, right and wrong, are ever so obvious and ever so easily separated. Such people are dangerous.
Tell me: if queens handing down directives about how the world is to be run is so terrible, how is it that your apparent desire to do the same is a good and just one? And in your changing it, how do you feel about the thousands upon thousands of men and women who would die in your civil wars? The homes and businesses destroyed in your riots? The lawlessness and banditry that falls from a structure of governance’s destruction? None of this mentioning the war we already wage against Corypheus and how further instability and infighting in our land would aid him directly.
Those things are ‘evil’, are they not? If they happen in pursuit of ‘good’, are they now good? Or is evil now acceptable if it is in pursuit of good. And who decides which is which? The Maker? The Chantry? The law? You, who so easily and immediately know all such things upon hearing them?
Life is more complex. You will learn so on your own, or eventually it will force you to.
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Date: 2018-06-26 03:31 pm (UTC)I'm not claiming to know everything. And stop condescending to me, because I really don't care how fine a lady you are, I'm perfectly willing to pop you in the eye if you've earned it, and every moment you act like I'm some simple-minded child you earn it a little more.
[ And, physically straightening her shoulders - unseen, but the renewed resolve is practically audible in her voice - ]
I don't think that good and evil are easy. I was with a group, and we thought we were doing good just because we were fighting wicked men, but all we were doing was indulging our own base instincts and desire to hurt and desire to acquire. I'm not someone who thinks that blowing up a few buildings will solve the world's problems. I used to be, but I saw firsthand exactly what it brings.
But this I know. Unilateral rule is an evil in this world and in all worlds. And rule by those who are most equipped to murder is even worse. Which is what rule by magic ultimately comes down to - who's most capable of scorching their enemies to the bone? What it does is it takes the weak and it robs them further of power. It makes them smaller and weaker. And if you're really not as empty-headed as you pretend to be, you'll agree that grinding down the smallest and weakest of us is easy to identify as an evil.
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Date: 2018-06-26 03:54 pm (UTC)I really do not care what a mature adult you are, I am perfectly willing to treat you like a child if you’ve earned it. If you do not wish to be so treated, perhaps consider refraining from letting yourself be goaded into an extended public display of childishness.
But! You make it abundantly clear that you desire no aid, and that you believe you know precisely what you are doing, so I shall leave you to it.
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Date: 2018-06-26 04:14 pm (UTC)Ever so grateful, mum. Look, I'm so grateful that I promise I'll pass along some cream for the wrinkles round your eyes next time we see each other.
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Date: 2018-06-26 04:34 pm (UTC)So thoughtful of you! And here I thought we were not getting on. In honor of the depth of your generosity, I shall let you have the last word.
[ good luck, Kitty. She hopes you’re right. Don’t get too hurt. ]