Oh, that's just guilt. I'm definitely responsible, maybe a little, maybe a lot, for the spot you're in. And... you know what, okay.
So I was antaam. That's the Qun army. All the Qun's pretty tight-knit, but soldiers, we were... I still remember everybody's fucking face. And when I got promoted to lead, my job was to make decisions. Some of those decisions got people killed. It was war. Dying was fucking inevitable. Sometimes I could see it going bad, and pulled my sten- my soldiers out. Sometimes I didn't have the chance.
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Date: 2019-10-20 04:25 pm (UTC)So I was antaam. That's the Qun army. All the Qun's pretty tight-knit, but soldiers, we were... I still remember everybody's fucking face. And when I got promoted to lead, my job was to make decisions. Some of those decisions got people killed. It was war. Dying was fucking inevitable. Sometimes I could see it going bad, and pulled my sten- my soldiers out. Sometimes I didn't have the chance.
But this is a chance.