Nor I ever let a lycan in willingly. I did not say I did so immediately, or I gave friendship of that sort.
But... I was alone, Kitty, I was so terribly alone. Think of yourself as you are now. That is when I had lost my child and gained another only to lose my husband. I had been humiliated in every possible way. I was alone, caring for ten thousand people asking myself, always, was this right? But I could not speak of it, I could not share it. I knew I must and always would be their Rani and never anything less, that was who I was now. Sir Bors, for all his years, did me one kindness I could never forget. He understood what I must do, and helped me make peace with it.
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Date: 2019-02-08 03:23 pm (UTC)Nor I ever let a lycan in willingly. I did not say I did so immediately, or I gave friendship of that sort.
But... I was alone, Kitty, I was so terribly alone. Think of yourself as you are now. That is when I had lost my child and gained another only to lose my husband. I had been humiliated in every possible way. I was alone, caring for ten thousand people asking myself, always, was this right? But I could not speak of it, I could not share it. I knew I must and always would be their Rani and never anything less, that was who I was now. Sir Bors, for all his years, did me one kindness I could never forget. He understood what I must do, and helped me make peace with it.