If there were something else I wanted to do, maybe that would be true. But I'm—
( she sounds so frustrated, which is so very like her for something like what she's about to say— )
I'd never not felt lonely before.
( she'd never felt safe, or happy; she'd never had things of value to lose. )
I don't feel lonely. I don't feel the way I felt. ( whatever that was!! gwenaëlle still hates talking about feelings and persistently talks around them, no one's surprised. ) And it's good.
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Date: 2018-11-22 09:46 am (UTC)( she sounds so frustrated, which is so very like her for something like what she's about to say— )
I'd never not felt lonely before.
( she'd never felt safe, or happy; she'd never had things of value to lose. )
I don't feel lonely. I don't feel the way I felt. ( whatever that was!! gwenaëlle still hates talking about feelings and persistently talks around them, no one's surprised. ) And it's good.